Monday, June 21, 2010

it has recently dawned


on me that...

and that it was very wrong of me to...because you...

as per usual this again adds to my list of regrets. But then the realization just dawned on me and it never occurred to me that you're one in a million and that you belong to that very few.

I wish I knew then what I know now.

Then...things might have turned out much differently.

But we can only so much dwell on regret for one moment. We can never really live in it forever. It took...to appreciate how much of a difference you've made in my life and it took...to realize how very rare you are. And now I'm...but then it's gone and I doubt it'll return and now you're already....

If only...if only...and if only.

There might even be more than a thousand if only's but it would not obscure the reality that I need to move on from this realization.

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