i find myself

searching for something to do. but in reality, I already have a long list of to do's waiting for me.

Yet strangely, I don't feel like being productive and I don't want to do them.

And at the very same time, I want to get started on them immediately because the time is ticking by and it would not pause and wait for me to get in the mood.

hmm...what to do. what to do?

maybe i'll get started on you schoolwork then move on to the other deadlines.

too many things to do...too lazy to pick myself up and start to work.

time oh time. please could you just freeze for a moment and wait for me to catch up?

I shall blog another day and leave with these useless musings.